The Life Before My Eyes

So, I sit here today. The weather Sucks, The sky is gray, and IT'S FREEZING. {Now for those of you who are in Florida it is only about 50 outside today.....remember how that feels?} I walked from Hungry bear in V-Town to the AGCC IN HEELS!!! which was fun. and we were talking about how when you say something and you don't mean it and I mentioned I love you. and Stephanie Vaine was on the other end of the phone and said I had to prove my love...and yadayadayda
Off Topic.
I have recently came to the realization that everything is real. Everything we touch and everything we see. So when I see my life before my eyes I know its real. I've been holding on to things I shouldn't and it's time to let them go.
So, I can look back and remember things and they feel so real to me. Life is all about finding your happiness and being who we are. What if in a single moment we could choose our destiny? How would we change? And what would we sacrifice?
Some memories in life we choose to remember, and some we can never forget. I know that the saddest memories in my life, I wont be able to forget, and the happier ones. We all choose to remember those. I live and learn through all of the memories. We all do.
Some of us it takes longer. I have just recently learned that when you tell someone that you are going to beat them...they expect it. Except for adults....they will beat you back! haha.
anyways.
My life never seems to change but when I see people they say that I am so different. and it confuses me..
idk


okay, this was a really random blog. and if you followed any of it. 25 cents is waiting at my house for you!

Love,
Heidi