Okay, so 28 days ago I was fine..I was living life to the fullest [even though I was having a rough time with Bulimia and Depression I was doing alright I thought] and then 28 days later BOOM it hits me. Life for me isn't going anywhere! and I know that I should be all like WOO-HEW God has me in His hands. but right now I am just like Oh Crap...What the Heck...Whats Going on in my life. And I keep Praying and I keep Reading my Bible and all that but you know...it's rough. and I don't tell anyone anything because I am scared of what they will think of me after. Like, OMG I just recently was able to start eating infront of the Vaine family. OMG what is up with that?!!? and then today I was just chillaxing over at holly's and I started swearing..I'm sorry but I havent sworn in awhile and I really hate to and I feel bad after doing it. so today I feel like crap.
And I know that this is the age where I should be doing things that will make or break me and you know what...I really feel like this is the time of my life. WOW! there is so much goingon right now that I don't know where I am going in life but I do realize that God is with me every step of the way I'll just keep leaning on Him!
Thanks for Reading,
Love,
Heidi
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