The Life Before My Eyes

So, I sit here today. The weather Sucks, The sky is gray, and IT'S FREEZING. {Now for those of you who are in Florida it is only about 50 outside today.....remember how that feels?} I walked from Hungry bear in V-Town to the AGCC IN HEELS!!! which was fun. and we were talking about how when you say something and you don't mean it and I mentioned I love you. and Stephanie Vaine was on the other end of the phone and said I had to prove my love...and yadayadayda
Off Topic.
I have recently came to the realization that everything is real. Everything we touch and everything we see. So when I see my life before my eyes I know its real. I've been holding on to things I shouldn't and it's time to let them go.
So, I can look back and remember things and they feel so real to me. Life is all about finding your happiness and being who we are. What if in a single moment we could choose our destiny? How would we change? And what would we sacrifice?
Some memories in life we choose to remember, and some we can never forget. I know that the saddest memories in my life, I wont be able to forget, and the happier ones. We all choose to remember those. I live and learn through all of the memories. We all do.
Some of us it takes longer. I have just recently learned that when you tell someone that you are going to beat them...they expect it. Except for adults....they will beat you back! haha.
anyways.
My life never seems to change but when I see people they say that I am so different. and it confuses me..
idk


okay, this was a really random blog. and if you followed any of it. 25 cents is waiting at my house for you!

Love,
Heidi

God is Bigger

I picture this as a softball game [bear with me I lvoe Softball] Okay, so It's the bottom of the 9th bases are loaded and You are up to bat. Ball 1 goes by and its a strike. [Oh you are down by 3 runs too], Ball 2 goes by and its a strike..the ump screams STRIKE TWO!, Now at this point I would think about giving up, But In most cases any softball player with a heart would stand there and wait for the next pitch......

Which is what I am waiting for....God is going to Pitch something my way and I need to be ready to swing away! I need to take every pitch and take it even if I am not prepared. I can't be affraid. If I am affraid then 9 times out of 10 I will get hit [which would be falling] But I can't be affraid to fall. I need to be able to get back up and keep going! I may fail. But I need to realize that my failures can be turned around. My Failures can be made into something more than ever imaginable.

So Let me finish my softball game.... The next pitch...she releases it.....BALL ONE!. Yeah thats what is amazing about God. He wants us to be strong so Him and Satan[I always want to put Santa instead of Satan..idk why] are talking somewhere saying...Why don't you consider Him or Her? and Satan is like...they'll hate you forever. Well, after 2 Strikes. and You are about ready to give up. Thats when God is liek okay...I'll throw something good [it could be a shopping spree, a bf/gf. or even some sort of money.]

God is going to be there for us. and I guess thats what I have been missing out on. I have been looking at those things as something that Satan is trying to persuade me with. To come to the dark side. But They're not from Satan..they are from God.

They can save you so that you dont have to do anything else.

God will always be there.

Satan will always be there.

But God is stronger.

"God is bigger than the boogie man"-Veggie Tales

Oh and something random...

Here is a pic of my hair..I got it cut 2 weeks ago!

Cotton Candy Believers?

Cotton-candy Believers?
Though He slay me, yet will I trust Him.JOB 13:15a
"We like to talk about having the faith to be healed - what about the faith to be sick?." - Mike Mason
It takes a whole lot more faith to hear a “No” from God than a “yes.” A greater maturity is called for when God requires us to wait or when He, at times, appears silent in the midst of our painful circumstances. Any one of us can be whipped into a faith-filled, spiritual frenzy when the sun is shining , the bank account is full and our health is top notch, but let the bank account spring a leak due to a sudden job loss or we are handed a diagnosis of some dreaded disease and watch how the faith-o-meter plummets. In fact, listen to how the Enemy accused Old Testamentnt Job to God, “Of course Job loves You and trusts You, look how You take care of his every need. I bet if You let his world fall apart, he would curse You to Your face.” see Job 1:10-11
Ahhhh, but ol’ Job wasn’t your ordinary, run of the mill, cotton-candy believer. Not this guy. When the bad news and “what I feared the most” tragedies came flooding in, Job confessed -- perhaps through tears and clenched teeth, “Though He slay me, yet will I trust Him.”
Trust Him to know what’s best.
Trust His sovereign control.
Trust Him with my future.
Trust Him with my pain.
Trust His provision.
Trust His timing.
Trust His ways.
Trust His delays.
Trust His silence.
Trust His Word.
Simply trust.

Even if my circumstances stink -- yet will I trust Him. Not -- yet will I think it's great to suffer or, yet will take pleasure in the trial or, yet will I enjoy painful circumstances or, yet will I ignore the searing emotional ache…
No, Beloved, no. Yet will I trust Him.
Whatever the Lord God has allowed into your life, tragedy or triumph, healing or heartache…trust Him.
In quietness and trust is your strength Isaiah 30:15
Father God,
Cause my faith to rise above the make-me-feel-good kind of modern day Christianity and instead, embrace Your sovereign control over my life, even when it involves pain. Enable me to trust You as easily with a “No” as I do with a “yes” answer. I love You.
In Jesus’ precious name,
Amen
In service to Jesus, my Savior,
Becky Lusignolo-McGlone





I got this off of Faithfreaks.com

This applies to everything and everyone!

Time for God??

Read only if you have time for God Let me tell you, make sure you read all the way to the bottom. I almost deleted this email but I was blessed when I got to the end God, when I received this e-mail, I thought... I don't have time for this... And, this is really inappropriate during work. Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is.... Exactly, what has caused a lot of the problems in our world today. We try to keep God in church on Sunday morning... Maybe, Sunday night... And, the unlikely event of a midweek service. We do like to have Him around during sickness.... And, of course, at funerals. However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play... Because.. That's the part of our lives we think... We can, and should, handle on our own. May God forgive me for ever thinking... That... There is a time or place where.. HE is not to be FIRST in my life. We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us. If, You aren't ashamed to do this... Please follow the directions. Jesus said, 'If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father.' Not ashamed? Pass this on ONLY IF YOU MEAN IT!! Yes, I do Love God. HE is my source of existence and Savior. He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13) This is the simplest test. If You Love God... And, are not ashamed of all the marvelous things HE has done for you... Send this to ten people and the person who sent it to you! Now do you have the time to pass it on? Make sure that you scroll through to the end. Easy vs. Hard Why is it so hard to tell the truth but Yet so easy to tell a lie?

My Daddy!

Arthur Lee Flemings Jr. November 10 1971- October 14 1999

Father of 6 Children
Heidi 17yrs old
Ashely 16yrs old
Amber 15 yrs old
Marrissa (died)
Danyell 9yrs old
Duke 9yrs old

Son of Gloria Deo Flemings and Arthur Lee Flemings Sr.

Best friend to all who came in contact with him.

Quite A Hero
Author Unknown
My Hero is the quiet type,No marching bands, no media hype,But through my eyes it's plain to see,A hero, God has sent to me.With gentle strength and quiet pride,All self concern is set aside,To reach out to our fellow man,And be there with a helping hand.Heroes are a rarity,A blessing to humanity.With all they give and all they do,I'll bet the thing you never knew,My quiet hero has always been you.

My Hero
by Debbie Hinton Young
As I ponder the love that I saw in his eyes,A Godly love, given without compromise....I recall many times that he stood by my side,And prodded me on with great vigor and pride.His voice ever confident, firm and yet fair,Always speaking with patience, tenderness and care.The power and might of his hands was so sure,I knew there was nothing we couldn't endure.It's true, a few others provided insight,Yet, he laid the foundation that kept me upright.He's the grandest of men to have lived on this earth,Although he's not royal by stature or birth.He's a man of great dignity, honor and strength.His merits are noble, and of admirable length.He's far greater than all other men that I know,He's my Dad, he's my mentor, my friend and hero.

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No matter how many times we faught, no matter how many times I blamed you for everything that went wrong, I always knew that you would be there to give me those daddy hugs. You know the ones where no matter what was going on you could wrap me in a bear hug and just squeez tightly and never let me go. I always knew that I could lean on you.

I Love you with all of my heart and although you are gone You are still so close to my heart.

I still have that Cat that you gave me when I was born and I still sleep with it next to my heart. I have your pictures all over my room, and I still have a pair of your boxers! I can't wait till the day when I get to Heaven and I see your face. I know that we will have some catching up to do. I hope it's you that is sitting on a bench waiting for me to get there so we can both go through the gates together. I know God is holding tight. I still got some time left here on earth but when I get to heaven I can't wait to get one of those Daddy hugs. I truely miss them. and I truely miss you.

I am still that Daddy's girl that I was. I have grown up and I am looking more like you each day! I love you and miss you.

Your baby girl

OMG! SHOPPING!

Okay, so today my mom had a doctors appointment at like 2:20 so I went with her because we were gonna go to Fashion Bug to get a couple of things. We get there and they are doing their Mystery Sale and hey were handing out scratch off's to win prize's it was anywhere from 25%-50% off your purchase and if you were lucky you won $250 for a shopping spree! So I grabbed 2 tickets not meaning to, and The lady scratched off the first one and it was 25% off and the second one said I was a winner of the $250 shopping spree! I was stoked. We shopped for almost 2 hours! It was amazing!
I'll update more later.!!.!

=]

Heidi

Woo-Hew!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, So this is completely random but I have a song stuck in my head that I may use for my Sunday school lesson this week!!!!!!!!!!!! AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HAVE TO WRITE MY SUNDAY SCHOOL LESSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha

I am a GENIUS!
I am so uber smart Albert Einstein looks like an idiot!
AHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHA

anyways.

where was I. Oh eYEAH! Do you see that girl right there! haha! That Becky! She Rocks my Socks!
She is funny.
Sorry Beck I had to do it! LOVES! *heidi holds hands in the shape of a heart*

Hey atleast its a Smexi Photo Beck!

why can't it be like it was 28 days ago?

Okay, so 28 days ago I was fine..I was living life to the fullest [even though I was having a rough time with Bulimia and Depression I was doing alright I thought] and then 28 days later BOOM it hits me. Life for me isn't going anywhere! and I know that I should be all like WOO-HEW God has me in His hands. but right now I am just like Oh Crap...What the Heck...Whats Going on in my life. And I keep Praying and I keep Reading my Bible and all that but you know...it's rough. and I don't tell anyone anything because I am scared of what they will think of me after. Like, OMG I just recently was able to start eating infront of the Vaine family. OMG what is up with that?!!? and then today I was just chillaxing over at holly's and I started swearing..I'm sorry but I havent sworn in awhile and I really hate to and I feel bad after doing it. so today I feel like crap.

And I know that this is the age where I should be doing things that will make or break me and you know what...I really feel like this is the time of my life. WOW! there is so much goingon right now that I don't know where I am going in life but I do realize that God is with me every step of the way I'll just keep leaning on Him!

Thanks for Reading,
Love,
Heidi

Random...but totally worth it.

SO, David <---- Decided to name our Youth Group Band the Steel Potatoes, and it is completely hilarious. We decided that we were going to change it to something that would be totally random and only the band would know what it meant. Well, we did. We like Steel better than any other metal and we LOVE potatoes! so its kinda an inside joke. But Most of the songs we are doing now are kinda being changed to Ghetto Tech. There is one song now that we have totally made amazing! Great Big God. It sounds amazing. Like any rock band would make it sound! haha! We are doing this all for the glory of God. and yeah we still stand there and wonder what the Higgins would think of us now...well, we will have to wait until the Higgins get their butts up here! [which has to be a.s.a.p!] Okay...so that is my new hair color! Yeah it's ALL ONE COLOR! I am so Excited that It is like that now...its pretty much natural...except you can barely see my natural red in it too...I am gonna get Low Lights put in...no highlights this time..! haha! But what going on in my life is soooooooo much right now. God is calling me to work wonders in our Youth Ministry and to help out the new kids and even the adults. I am stepping up and taking full control of everything that God has placed infront of me. I am helping more in the community. Pretty soon I will be doing Horse rides for the handicaped, which will be very rewarding to see so many people with a smile on their faces. But I think I will try Horse rides with Kim on Baron's back first and then I'll take Lydia and see if Lydia likes it...but yeah It should be fun and very entertaning.
Okay, so there is a story behind why I took this picture. Kim's mother saw my dog and was wondering what His name was and Kim thought it was Hercules. so while she was at my house she called Him Hercules and it was completely funny. and I saw this at the fair and I said that I had to stop and take this photo just for her!
[my dog's name is actually Zues]







Anyways, that's all for now...I'lll keep you informed on what God is doing in my life!

Love, Peace and No hair Grease,
Heidi ♥

True Story! No Joke! hehehe!

So there's really not much to say at this point. but in about 4-5 hours I find out if I have a Niece or a Nephew. [it's going to be a niece but you know...got to give it options.]

Yesterday I hung out with Stephanie, Kim, Lydia Sam, and 70's Man[a.k.a Andy] and it was a blast. We made Zucchini Bread and It TASTES AMAZING! and I did Barn Chores. I still smell like Horse...even after showering! ahhhhhhhhhhhh

On Monday while worship team was going on. David and I decided to go back through the years and talk about Pastor Casey, Dara, and Sherry. So David and I talked for an hour [the other bands members were working something out] We were talking about how every time Pastor Casey would go to hit a note in Evermore, He would lift his shoulder and How David is going to carry out that legacy and to see if anyone notices it. ha ha. and I am the only female on Worship team! [thanks guys!] But through the past we started to realize that even after them being gone they were still so close to our hearts. Then the boys wanted food so we raided the kitchen and found pudding. [that the Higgins family had left] Tor made it and He made a huge mess! lol. but it was an all around good time. I could tell that Dave was still a bit hurt by the Higgins leaving [we all are] but we had a blast just standing on stage and making a joyful noise [idk about my voice though it kinda stunk]

On sunday. Well, I said good-bye. But I don't consider it our last good-bye. I love the Higgins family and Sherry is already planning my vacations. But Becky and I decided that we are going down together. But there is gonna be one trip where we are going down in a group..I think the entire youth group is gonna go down together at some point! lol.

I got no sleep Friday Night or Saturday night! haha! YAY BECKY AND I!

Yeah so thats about it.
Love,
Peace,
Hair Grease,
Heidi

Good-bye Higgins Family (and Kippi)

So this is my good-bye post. I hope you all will read this and think of the good times we had.

We can all remember how it started off, the first time we met. I had no clue who any of you were but you all looked amazing. I don't think I really met Dara at first...well, not until youth group that night. but I met Pastor Casey and Sherry. Sherry could never remember my name [maybe that is why I have 20 bagillion nicknames], but it was a fun time.

I remember when I really started to talk to Sherry. It was the day after my cousin had died and I was talking to Her about it and I completely poured my life out to her. and she let me in on her life a little bit. She cried and I cried. yeah good times all around. and now its like everytime that I have a problem I go to her about it and I love it. oh and E-mail is so not from God sherry, it's so from Bill Gates (hehehe).

Pastor Casey and I...well, we never really talked. He always(and still does) tried to hit me. lol. but he is such a great guy. I remember on our way back from War Cry we were racing another church, in our van and they in theirs, but we so totally won! they for-fitted. It was a great time all around. Not to mention the fact that we have numerous serious conversations on our way back from places. Fall Advance was a fun time. Thanks.

And Dara. Where to begin. We started off as complete strangers and never really got close. as time went on Dara and I started getting closer and closer. I remember Lois Rood asking if we had known each other for a very long time and we replied no. that was amazing and I keep that in my heart. I would do anything for her and I will be here for her whenever she needs me. I love her to pieces. I can't wait until she is the Maid-of-Horror in my wedding. hehe! LOVES!

Well, I'll miss you guys so much

"Thank you for giving to the Lord. I am a life that was changed. Thank you for giving tot he Lord. I am so glad you gave."

Lovem

Heidi

What If?...

i wonder what would happen if we treated our bibles like we treat our cell phones.

what if we carried it around in our purses or pockets etc?

what if we turned back around to get it if we forgot it?

what if we flipped through it several times a day?

what if we used it to receive messages from the text?

what if we treated it like we couldent live without it?

what if we gave it to our friends and family as a gift?

what if we used it as we traveled?

what if we used it in an emergancy?

what if we kept in touch with god like we do our cell phones?

something to make you say hmmmmmmmmmmm........where is my bible

With Christ...

" It doesn't matter if the world is pulling you down, with Christ you have everything."- Nick Jonas (yes one of the Jonas brothers)

Okay, so as I sit here "alone" I have but one thought. Why do we not give Christ everything, if He has given us everything? He has given us a new life, He gave His life for us so that we could live.

John 17:7 "Now they know that everything you have given me comes from you."

2 Peter 1:3 "His divine power has given us everything we need for life and godliness through our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness."

Now when I see those 2 verses I see that Everything we are given in our lives is from God. And we need to show that to people. Pastor Casey has stated that we need to be "Donkey's on the edge for God" and he is completely right. We need to step out of our comfort zone and get out there and help people.
There are people right around us that we hide from daily. and we need to show them Christ. Now, I know that I am not the one who should be preaching about stepping out of your comfort zone considering I don't step out of mine that often. but we need to. I need to. If we are called to be more like Christ each day. Then don't you think at least once we should reach out? We can't sit here and get tripped up every ten minutes. In Becky's Sunday School class we were told not to give up. I was jump roping for a demonstration and she tried tripping me and I got frustrated and was ready to give up. But whenever we get frustrated we can't give up. We need to have some practical approaches to getting back on track. Start off slow and let God take control.

With Christ alone can we ever truly find who we are. No highly paid Psych can tell us who we are. Christ Can!

I am not who people think I am

I'm Not Who People Think I Am
Answer by Jim Burns

Q. I put up a happy and perfect front to hide my hurting and sin. And honestly, I think a lot of my youth group friends do the same. How do I start being honest? How do I get over my fear of showing my true self?

A. You're not alone in your struggles. In fact, great heroes of faith have felt the same way you feel. The Apostle Paul wrote, "I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do, I do not do, but what I hate I do. … I know that nothing good lives in me. … For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. For what I do is not the good I want to do" (NIV).

Basically, Paul is admitting that he's no good without God. And he's right. The Bible is clear that "all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God" (Romans 3:23). We all hurt. We all sin. And like Paul, we hate some of the things we do and we don't understand our actions.

So, what's the easiest way to deal with these faults? We hide them. We cover them up. We dress up and go to church and smile. People ask how we are and we politely say "Fine"—even though we're definitely not fine. Why do we do this? Because we don't want to admit we're not perfect. We don't want to spill our messiness on others. If we do, we think people will judge us and reject us.

But church is the one place we should be able to be real and messy. We all know we're all flawed. We all know we're carrying burdens and secret sins. So let's admit them and help each other. Now, I'm not saying you should stand up in church and announce your sin. Instead, I've found that meeting weekly with a small group of guys helps keep me on the right path. These men hold me accountable to walk closer with God. We are very open and honest with each other. They cheer me on to do good and call me out when I mess up. I know I'm a stronger Christian and better man because of my relationship with these four guys. This type of honesty and vulnerability is not easy. It's hard to be open and real. When my group started meeting, we mainly talked about surface stuff. One day, one guy had a family crisis. As he opened up, it gave each of us the freedom to also open up. We realized we wouldn't be rejected for being real. Now we have a very honest, blunt and unashamedly Christian group.

So my advice to you is to find at least one other person you can be real with and who will accept you for who you are (a sinner saved by grace). In doing so, I believe you'll begin to overcome your fears about being yourself. Most importantly, you'll be following the scriptural advice of Galatians 6:2: "Carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ" (NIV).

Jim is an author, longtime youth worker and founder of HomeWord, a group seeking to honor God through strong families.

Copyright © 2007 by the author or Christianity Today International/Ignite Your Faith magazine.

Huge Event Just took place! NO JOKE!

Okay, So I have 2 sisters who I havent seen in 11 years. Ashley and Amber were adopted when they were 5 and 4 becuase of abuse problems that their mother (my step mother) was doing. This is HUGE! They were taken away and weren't aloud to see any of us. So years went on with no information on either of them and today I was checking email and it said that Amber wanted to be friends with me...I had no idea who Amber was I havent seen her in 11 years so I looked and she sent me a message saying that she is my sister. and I started to cry. so I talked to her a lot and she is in another foster home and is going through a rough time. But I wold her that I am here for her anytime she needs me! I am loving today!
My sister is going to give me strength through my rough times! Man I miss them so much! I love them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love you Ashley and Amber! Miss you so very much!

Our Wrongs

Why do we sleep in church,
but when the cerimony is over we suddenly wake up?
Why is it so hard to talk about God,
but so easy to talk about sex?
Why are we so bored when we look at a Christian magazine,
but find it easy to read Playboy?
Why is it so easy to ignore a Godly myspace message,
Yet we repost the nasty ones?
Why are churches getting smaller,
But bars and clubs are growing?
Think about it, are you going to repost this?
Are you going to ignore it, cause you think you'll get laughed at?
Just remember God is always watching you.

"

80 % of you wont repost this.


The Lord said:
"If you deny me in front of your friends,
I will deny you in front of my father"

Life!

Okay, so there are a lot of things going on in my life right now and I just need to write them all down!
One of the biggest things in life right now is that I am being affected(effected..idk) by the media and am struggling with the way I look. It takes a lot out of me. I know this is just an attack of Satan's but I feel like I have to look a certain way in order to fit in with society. There are times where after I eat something I will go and make myself throw it up and then there are times when I don't eat anything at all. If you know me well, you know that I hate to eat infront of people. Dara can honestly tell you that it has taken me an hour to eat an apple, almost 2 hours to eat a banana, and an hour and a half to eat some yogurt. I DON'T want to have this eating problem but I do. At the church dinner one day I was trying to hide what I was eating so I went into the kitchen and stood next to Sherry. She kept telling me just to BITE into it and I didn't. I couldn't bring myself to do it. I grabbed my piece of watermellon and went into the nursery where no one was around and I could eat my food in peace. Everyone kept askign why I was in there and I couldn't tell them why so I said that I just wanted to be alone for a bit. Which is true but it wasnt the whole story. so, it's still been going on at Kidz Camp I was trying not to eat infront of my girls and by the end of the week I had to. and what I did eat was very little. The same happened at Youth Camp. I didn't really want to eat around people that I had just met. so I would sit with Susan(although I had met her the week before I felt really close to her) or Tawna. There are certain people I can eat around and then there are some who I am learning to trust!
The other thing that is going on is Trust. I have some really big trust issues and I really don't trust that many people. I have been stepped on too many times and that is why I don't trust to many people. I mean, I can open up to some of you but I wont tell you things unless everyone else knows them. That way I feel a bit better! but yeah. Trust is a huge issue for me those who I trust know that I can trust them and those who don't well...Idk if they know it or not. I am trying to learn to trust everyone because if I want to reach out to people I kinda need to get to know them and they kinda need to get to know me. So it a huge dilemma on my part.
Anyways, That's all I have going on that is BIG in my life.
Love, Peace, Hair Grease and God Bless
Heidi

♥Friends! ♥

Okay, so after much thought and consideration I realized that most of my friends have no IDEA what they mean to me..So the ones that I am close to I will write a short description of what I think of you!

Dara- You are smart, funny, and classy. You have so much going for you. You are always there to listen to my stupid little complaints. You always have a smile on your face which brightens up the room. You are so much fun to be around. You are simply amazing. You're the little sister I have always wanted. I am so close to you and it will never change..don't worry you will still be my maid of horror! You are an amazing woman of Christ! The only thing that will be seperating us is the distance! You are truely an amazing person and an equally amazing Friend! Love ya lots girlie <3>

Becky- well, where do I begin...I could start by mentioning that we talk every day for hours on end! its fun..we never run out of things to say. You are such a cool girl with so much going for you. We are complete idiots when we are together...and even when we are apart. haha! We share a lot of things in common...well, we did...until you started reading Nicholas Sparks...then we lost everything! haha! jk. what else to say...oh your laugh is so cute! And you are an amazing woman of God already! I love you! hahaha! umm..yeah..I am having a brain fart..And I feel if I said anything more I would be repeating myself over and over again...so...Loves.<3>

Kim- Well, You are amazing! You live a life worthy of everything! You know how to have fun and you go for it! You are the big sister I have always wanted..You are a blast to be around and I thank you for everything you have helped me with in the past! You are an amazing woman of Christ! Loves! <3

Andy- well, we have known each other under a year and we have grown so close in that amount of time.every time we see each other we always have a blast just catching up on everything. Skipping down the hallways is always fun. You are an amazing Man of Christ. <3>

Shea- You are simply amazing. We are always chatting about how we are gonna change this world and one day we will. You have the potential to be the strongest person out there! I cant wait to hear of all of the good things you have done! <3>

Vivian- Well, what can I say..you are like a mother to me. I was so happy that I got to know you and you are amazing! You like to have fun. you still owe me a shopping day...haha. the funny times we have had are always gonna be funny...well, to us anyways. I love talking to you about simple little things.. you make everything better. Loves. <3>

Olivia B.- You are simply Uh-Mazing! You are the greatest person I have met in a long time. You are so friendly and so upbeat I can't help but be friends with you! I am blessed and Honored that you consider me one of your best friends! I love you girly girl and I will protect you forever!

Sherry Kay ♥- You are always helpful and always there for me. This move may kill me but I know that I will be visiting you! You are in God's hands and I know you can do great things! Satan is shaking in his boots right now! I don't want you to leave but I know it's for the best! Miss you so much Momma Kay. I love you so much momma!

Pastor Casey- Well, I can't believe that 2 years of knowing you has gone by so fast. You are so friendly and always there to beat me...wait that kinda cancels out friendly! hahaha Just kidding. You are truely an amazing guy who I know that I can trust. You are there for me when I need you. and I may have to call you at like 3 a.m one morning just to say Hi when you move! I don't want you to move but God has amazing plans for you! I will miss you so much!

There are some people I left out but I am feeling really repetitive so I will chat lata!
leave me some comments!

Somethings that You may not know about me!

to anyone that cares:
I'm Heidi, and Imma freak :]
Imma really big dork and You'll probably love me! ♥ !
I love the feel of the rain.:]
I love the smell of the streets after it has rained.
I have an amazing group of people that are always there for support.
I Love KIDS CAMP! It is simply amazing! :]
I loved Youth Camp! Very Competitive but worth every scab!
I Have a huge family and I love them all!
I Have the greatest best friends. (Dara and Becky) ♥

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Things that I like/L♥ve
-Jesus -Flowers
-Black and Whtie Photo's
-Music
-Guys duhh
-Honesty
-Love
-Life
-Camp(Kidz and Teen)

I would really like to meet Jesus! My Lord and Savior. Coco Chanel- so I could have a sit down chat and pick at her brains!

Music:dc Talk, Superchick, Third Day, Casting Crowns, Skillet, Thousand Foot Krutch, Flyleaf, Flame, RED, Toby Mac, and a bunch more ♥

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Heidi